Rabu, 31 Oktober 2012

Is coming. Lalalala

Holaaaaa,
U know what? I fell curious about something,
My friend at campus and my students just always remind me that my birthday is coming,
Then it makes me think, is there any special things on that day?
I'm getting mature already, 18 years old.
Not a little girl anymore, I'm a lady. Hahahaha
I hope can be a beautiful lady. Hahahah
18 means i have to be independent enough to survive.
18, old already, may i turn back to 16? Hahahahah
Nonono, i have to keep thankful, hahaha
Hope the blast birthday later on.


Am i cute? LOL


Try new dress.


Is it me? LOL

This is the most freak post i have ever wrote, wkwkwk

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Senin, 29 Oktober 2012

Wedding anniversary 28 years

Hay world! ♡♡♡
Actually i have written my parents wedding anniv post, but i dunno why it can't be post. Huh.
I have to re-write then, hahaha
Last 28 october 2012 was my parents's wedding anniversary, it's been 28 years they are being together.
They passed every moment of life together. Happy, sad, fights, anger, and so many others.
But i do believe it won't decrease their feeling. I do hope it can build their love more stronger than before. Hahaha
Always proud to be your daughter mom and dad.
Wish u a lot of happiness, joyfulness, etc.
Always loving each other ya mom and dad,
Always love you my precious. ♥


So sweet my mom and dad. Keep in love yaaaaa. Hha


My precious family. Wish u were here my 2nd sister.


Witg my littke cute naughty cousin, cia cia. Hha


Happiness is everywhere.


My gift for them. Haha

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Minggu, 14 Oktober 2012

Blast sunday ♡

Happy monday everyone! Wish you a blast monday ♡
What a great sunday that i had yesterday.
PSMTI and us (koko cici 2012) had our baksos time at Sungsang.
We went there by Pak Kurmin's boat. First we met at boom baru harbour at 6 in the morning.
At 7 we started our trip to Sungsang, we also had our breakfast on the boat. "This gonna be great!" I thought. Hahaha
Maybe it took about 2 hour. We also NEVER FORGET to take some picture on the boat. Hahahaha
When we arrived there, we welcomed by so many people. They were waiting for us. And it was an awesome moment i have ever had. ♥
We did "pengobatan dan pengecekan mata gratis" and so many Sungsang's people joined us. It's about 500 people.
You can imagine how crowded it !!
Altough it was a heavy rain, they still waiting for us and it was so touched . :')
From that avtivity, i learn that i have to thankful of everything i have.
I do believe God always give me the best.
I also realize about how lucky i am. Outside there, so many people want to have a life as i have. But they can't.
So i should to say THANK YOU MY LOVELY PARENTS! MY FAMILY! MY BEST FRIENDS! I love you.
Beside that i also want to say thankyou for the one who hate me, who hurt me, who take me for granted, and who taught me about this hard life.
You give me so much lesson to survive.






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Jumat, 12 Oktober 2012

An awesome two months ♡

Hi! How do you do? Very long time no see, right?
It's about a month I didn't write anything.
Start from my beautiful holiday in China, my "orasi" in my new university, my koko cici competition, my victory as a second runner up Cici Palembang and my feeling now!
There's so much story i wanna share, what a great one month that i have passed.

First, let me talk about my awesome holiday in China. I had my holiday with my daddy, my mom and my uncle. We went there by plane to Batam first, and then continue to Singapore by boat and then to Hainan by plane.
It is a quite long journey! Hahaha it maybe took 6 hour to go to Hainan.
Why we went to Hainan? Not Beijing or Guang Chou?
Because the main purpose of having this China holiday is to meet my Mom's sister and brother.
They ever met 35 years ago. So this first meeting after 35 years was really touched. It could make my father cry, so u can imagine how beautiful that moment? :')
It was really unforgetable. So that's why we prefer spent our 2 weeks with our big family than go shopping or something like that.
In China, i has already becoming a "grandma" Oh my god! How old i am?! Hahaha
After that holiday, i swear to my self that i have to learn chinese language. Someday i am going to go to China again, and it will be annoying if i still cannot speak chinese. Hahaha

Second, it's about my university life. I joined english department in UNSRI. So, later on i am going to be a english teacher ( for me, minimum is lecture. _/\_) haha.
Everyday i need to go to campus at 8 or 10. Then after my class is over, I need to take TransMusi to BEC. What a tiring trip :(
oh ya, one thing for sure is, one of two chinese in the class is me. x_x but it's ok. Hahaha so that's why most of my friend call me "cece" at campus. Hahaha
But, i really enjoy study about english. It just like i prepare my self to face my future life in this modern area. With english, i has already get one important thing that we have to able to. Hope the best ya for me. Hha

Third is about koko cici competition. Actually at first i was not too confident to join this. But luckily i can got top 36. And there's me in one of magazines in Palembang. Hahahah
After that, we need to join outbond to choose top 24.
After drank a glass of worm juice and through many games, i got my top 24. It means that i have to get some training for a week.
There's so many things that i had to prepare, for example are stilleto, blazer, and so many others.
We live at Wisma Pertamina for a week. So many things we have done together. We studied about China's history, about Palembang's history about table manner, dance, catwalk and so many others. And it was very interesting.
What a great time that we spent together as one big new family.
finnally we came to grand final celebration. There was so many people come and support their family, friend , etc.
And thank God i got second runner up. Even not the first rank one but i has already do my really best. So i have to grateful of that.

Fourth is about my feeling. I don't know what happen with me. It just hard to forget him.
I still cannot open my heart easily meanwhile he has already got his new and have fun of these.
But it's ok. I know that it is his right to choose and to do anything he want to.
It's out of my bussinness too.
One thing for sure is i never hate you also your girl. So why should she hate me? I won't steal your boy, girl! Hahaha
If he is yours, so no matter how hard i try to steal it, it will be yours. But if it is not, you have to let go your ego and let him choose.
Good luck then, for both of you guys
May all being happy.
Hahahah














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Kamis, 11 Oktober 2012

Asa dalam dusta

Dia..
Dia adalah satu hal luar biasa yang sempat terjadi dalam hidupku
Ia bawakam aku pelangi
Saat kupikir semua adalah kelam!
Ia bawakan aku hujan
Saat bumi seperti membunuhku dengan kekeringan!
Dia datang dengam segala yang sempat aku impikan
Dia bagaikan lirik yang selalu kesenandungkan
Lirik yang penuh dengan kehangatan,
Namun menyisakan luka yang dalam!

Kukira pekangi itu akan selalu ada
Kukira hujan itu akan selalu teduh
Kukira lirik itu akan selalu penuh dengan kehangatan
Namun sdmua hanyalah ilusi dalam khayal!
Hanyalah asa dalam balutan cinta
Kau selipkan dusta itu dalam tulusnya cinta
Dan itu membunuh!
Lebih dari mati dalam sakit
Tapi mati dalam asa yang tak terbalas!


(Special for my piglet, good luck then)

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