he was my bestfriend

Hi everyone,
I'm so happy today, because this is my first Tuesday off from college. hahahaha
today, I would like to introduce you guys with my special person.
He was my best friend. We have known each other since we were in junior high school.
We had been in 1 class for 2 years. so, it's quite a long time to know each other. doesn't it?
i had ever thought that he is a "cool" boy and i might like him.  hahahha but it was just my thought when i was 14 years old.
after 2 years in a class, we moved to a different senior high school.
thank God, this modern area gives us a lot of technology, so we can keep contact each other.
sometimes we like to hang out together, watching movie or just go swimming. well, just like another teenager usually do.
I never thought that he is my "cool" boy anymore. hahahah
After we graduated from senior high school, something has changed.
but, unfortunately i didn't know about it until Oka said it to me.
She said, "have you ever thought that he may be love you?" of course i laughed after listen to her question. It's impossible. He is my best friend!
a second after that, i thought more than twice about Oka's question. "does he?"
yah, he come to my house (almost everyday), sometimes he picks me up from somewhere, he like to hang out with my family, sometimes he come to have dinner together with my family.
I thought it was just best friend's activities.
actually, I am wrong.
12-12-12 he said that he love me and want to make a new relation with me.
that day was where my story begin.
This is my Gallery Picture. photos of my old best friend and I.
 my life is getting better when he stays beside me.
Andi

@ Cinta Rasa, my family's favorite restaurant. a day after we cut our hair.

with our new couple t-shirt. hahahha

@ Red Berry. It was Mon Mon' birthday.

@Millenium, when Grayson's birthday 

hey, may tattoo. Japanese alphabet means "A"

3 couples. I miss my Sister Angelina T.T

I don't know where. but maybe it was our first photo after a long time.

stupid action. but I Love it.

Lusi's birthday

@Lavita Bella. hhm, very expensive. x_x

whouuuu, under water picture. Thankyou ko Bedes 

 

in purple. it was my Grandma's birthday

Have some problem with your life? go find mirror!

Happy Tuesday everyone. Ups, maybe it's better if I say Happy Late Tuesday everyone. hahaha
Today, I would like to share about a little part of my life.
It's about how I learn to enjoy my life. How I motivate my self.
Now, I'm 18 years old. I am no longer a girl, I am a lady.
I started to work when I was 17, I just graduated from my senior high school at that time.
I started to earn money when my other friends like to pay something with their money. It felt strange. hahaha
I always remember when my lovely big cousin, Nico Big Tomato said "Selly, You are too young to earn money! You have to relax and enjoy your life when you are young! Go for vacation and take some free day! "
when He said it, I started to think about it. "Am I?" or "Should I?"
Then, I just realize although I work all day to earn money, I also could enjoy my life.
And maybe someone outside there, who has 1 month holiday or  1 billion dollars couldn't enjoy their life.
so, what does it mean?
Enjoying your life doesn't always mean you have to have a happy life. it doesn't mean you  need a luxury life to enjoy your life.
I really could enjoy and appreciate my life better than the other.
Whatever you do or whenever you go or whoever you go with, as long as you love it, you can enjoy it. When you can enjoy something, it's your happy and relax life. 
I enjoy being my self right now, I am 18 years old and I can pay my self for what I need.
It doesn't mean I really proud of it, I just want to motivate you as I motivate my self.
This time, even someone else say that I am still a child, but I can prove them that I can manage my self, although it's not perfect yet. hahahah
from my daily activity, I learn how to manage my time, manage my money, manage my energy and manage my needed.
From all that I've learned, I learn about how to be grateful and appreciate everything that have happened or are going to be happen in my life.
whether it's good or not, it comes with some reasons. and I always believe it is for a good reason.
So, are you thinking you have a poor life? or are you going to blame God for your boring life?
go find a mirror, look at what it reflects and say whatever you wanna say to someone in the mirror. I do believe someone in the mirror will help you, if you have a strong faith in it.
Good Luck everyone!
make your own fun life and enjoy it.
Do what you love and love what you do.
Life is simple when you think it is simple. it all are depend on you!
Keep your spirit burn like a fire! 

Everything happens for a reason. What is it?

My lecture gave this passage as our mid term test, but I'd like to say that it was our pleasure to have this kind of meaningfull passage.
I don't know where is this passage comes from, I meant the book or the author, but the one that I know is this passage is very inspiring.
So, I would like to share this passage in my blog, so other people can be inspired by this passage too.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of ourpose like teaching you a lesson or helping you figure out what you want to become. These people can be your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger who when you look your eyes with his, you know that he will affect you life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you and they may be horrible, painful or unfair. But in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you will never have realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, great loss and sheer stupidity, occur to test the limits of your soul, Without these small test -events, illnesses or relationship, life would be like a smoothly paved straight, flat road to nowhere. A safe and comfortable but dull life does not give you anything. YOUR EXPERIENCES CREATE WHO YOU ARE. You can learn a lot from them.

If someone hurts, betrays, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious go whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not because they love you, but because they teach you to love and open your heart and your eyes to things you would have never seen or felt before. MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT. Appreciate every moment and take it from everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked before, and listen to them. Let yourself fall in love. Break free and set your sights up. Hold your head up because you have every right to do so. Tell yourself that you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't, no one else will believe in you.

YOU CAN MAKE OF YOUR LIFE ANYTHING YOU WISH. CREATE YOUR OWN LIFE AND GET OUT AND LIVE IT.

You see? Nothing happens without any reason and everything happens will never come back with disadvantages.
Enjoy your life guys and those great things are waiting for you.

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New year ♡

New year is coming. 2013 already, one year past so fast.
I celebrate my new year in Bangka, with buddhayana youth. In Temu karya X
In a last minute of 2012 i thought about what i have done during 1 year.
I thought about the things that ever made me happy, sad, surprise, and terible.
And all of those memories made me feel like i am the poor one,
I know it was wrong. My life is more than enough. Hahahah
Thank you for all who is ever being a part of my life. Thankyou mom and daddy. Thankyou my sisters, my friends, my haters, my lovers and the other.
Btw, i got a gift from someone there, someone i never expect before.
He gave me a bottle with a ship inside. It is very beautiful, he said it is a gift for my hardwork. Even i am not the winner, but for him i already a winner. Thankyou so much brother. See u very soon then.
I also got new friends from other city,
I also got a new experience, i learn how to accept the fact that i was loser with a smile. It is not important wheter i win or not, the most important thing is i had already given my best.
Next march i'm gonna see you again friends.
Happy new year everyone,
Wish us a blast new year, a great new year, a great future,
God, last year was so much fun. Laugh, tears, smile, surprise, everything were so much awesome.
Last year You teach me how to hide my sorrow and let anyone know that i am better than yesterday.
This year, i'm not gonna hide my sorrow anymore. I'm gonna be happy. Just Bless me God, because i know u have planned it beautifully at the end.

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