New year ♡

New year is coming. 2013 already, one year past so fast.
I celebrate my new year in Bangka, with buddhayana youth. In Temu karya X
In a last minute of 2012 i thought about what i have done during 1 year.
I thought about the things that ever made me happy, sad, surprise, and terible.
And all of those memories made me feel like i am the poor one,
I know it was wrong. My life is more than enough. Hahahah
Thank you for all who is ever being a part of my life. Thankyou mom and daddy. Thankyou my sisters, my friends, my haters, my lovers and the other.
Btw, i got a gift from someone there, someone i never expect before.
He gave me a bottle with a ship inside. It is very beautiful, he said it is a gift for my hardwork. Even i am not the winner, but for him i already a winner. Thankyou so much brother. See u very soon then.
I also got new friends from other city,
I also got a new experience, i learn how to accept the fact that i was loser with a smile. It is not important wheter i win or not, the most important thing is i had already given my best.
Next march i'm gonna see you again friends.
Happy new year everyone,
Wish us a blast new year, a great new year, a great future,
God, last year was so much fun. Laugh, tears, smile, surprise, everything were so much awesome.
Last year You teach me how to hide my sorrow and let anyone know that i am better than yesterday.
This year, i'm not gonna hide my sorrow anymore. I'm gonna be happy. Just Bless me God, because i know u have planned it beautifully at the end.

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I love you my life ♡

Hi there!
How's life? Great as i hope. Hahaha
Actually, i have nothing important to share,
I just want to tell the whole world that i am really thankful of my awesome life.
I have a powerful parents, lovely sisters, great family, awesome bestfriends and so many others who care enough about me,
But Sometimes i think about "what else i need?" Then a lot of thing come out of my mind and join my top list needed.
After that, i think about people who actually need everything i already had, indeed.
And it wake me and realize me about how lucky i am, how great my life, even with all the sadness that i've ever through.

I have a grampy daddy, who is really talk less. But somehow, he is really love and protect me, maybe the way he show it just different with the one that i watched in film. Hahaha
For provement, every morning he get up and pick me up to my campus. Actually i know that it is very difficult for him to get up in the morning.
In other hand, one thing that really touched me is he set his phone wallpaper and his display picture with my photo.
Maybe he never say "i love you my daughter" but i know, he really do. ♥♥♥

I also have a super mommy. She can do anything; cooking, sewing, taking care of family, and so many others.
She is very multitalented. She always support me, whatever i want to do. She always be the first who watch me if i join a competition. She always wake up earlier just to prepare my breakfast.
It is actually very simple, but one thing that for sure is my mom do anything with a deep compassion.
♥♥♥

2 persons that inspire me a lot, 2 persons that give me a spirit to survive, 2 persons that motivate me to do my best, 2 person that i will be proud of.

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11-11-12

Now, let me share about my best boy birthday. Just pass 1 day after me. 11-11-12.
So, just like i told before, i stay at my friend house. At danil's house.
That was very interesting for me, finally i got my parent's permission. Hahah
At that time, andi was going home to take his motorcycle. During that, we prepared hia birthday cake.
We prepared it in our last minute. So the birthday cake just made from brownies, craft chedar and chocki chocki. Wkakaka




We stayed at celin's bedroom, and the suddenly andi came. And we said "SURPRISE!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDI!!"
Hahah






I made it from the stars. With hope, someday u will be the star of hope. ♥

After that we just watched football games, ate noodle, played card, watched ghost movie, chit chat and so on. We didn't sleep until 6 o'clock in the morning.
What a tiring day but it totally fun. Hahah


We had our drink competition. Hahahah



I gonna be drunk. ♥

So, happy birthday to both of us andi. May this year gonna be blast, nice and awesome.
May God always bless you my boy.
May al being happy

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Awesome 18 birthday ♥

Haaaai, let me tell u about my awesome 18 birthday.
this birthday i got the beautiful date, it's 10-11-12.
I also get the beautiful surprises as beauty as the date. Hha
First surprise just came from the one that cannot be mention. He came at 00:00 bring doraemon cake and red rose. So cute that cake and so in time he is.
At first i just made fun of this surprise, i thought that he is just think the same as me.
Unfortunately he isn't.
I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. I'm just not ready yet to make the new story with you. With anyone else. :)


Thankyiu so much.

We have been a good friend since the first time u said you fall in love with my eyes. 3 years ago. Now, can we just continue?

Next, my second surprise was from my college's classmate. At that time, i had already arrived at class but no teacher. What the hell! I brought my heavy laptop, my books, and did my assignment in last minute, but it useless.
In the long run, citra asked me to friend her to go to toilet. When we came back to class, they sang a birthday song for me with 2 cupcakes that are just like me in red cheongsam.
So surprising. Thankyou my Oka! Citra! And the others.
What a blast birtday.


Thankyou guys. Hha

Next, my third surprise was from Koko Benny. He just pick me up and had a lunch, the he said suddenly he has to send an email to his friens. So we need to go to his dorm immediately.
When we arrived, there is a cute doll on his bed.
Hahahah thankyou so much then,
But i am so sorry, i also did'nt mean to hurt you. You are a kind person, care, protect. But it just hard to fall in love again. I just want to enjoy my own life with my self. Need your understanding so much. Maybe u don't know my stories, but i feel it.



Next, my fourth surprise was from my students. Elevem science students. Actually it wasn't a surprise anymore, because on of them had already told me to be ready for the surprise? So, can us called it surprise? Hahahha but, still a lot of thanks for you my dearest.




Next, my fifth surprise was from my best friend. We just had our dinner together until they gave me that guitar. I was shock, why they give me guitar? I can't play it at all. Hahahah
Thankyou my Amdi, lusi, tara, mon, elvin, danil, jeje.





My girls.

That's alk about my awesome birthday.
Thankyou god, thankyou mom and dad, thankyou my fmily, my best friends, and the others, hahaha
My all being happy then.
Eit, i forgot one thing, on my birthday finally i can stay in my friend house. This is also a surprise from my parents, hahahaha
Thankyou mommy daddy.

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Is coming. Lalalala

Holaaaaa,
U know what? I fell curious about something,
My friend at campus and my students just always remind me that my birthday is coming,
Then it makes me think, is there any special things on that day?
I'm getting mature already, 18 years old.
Not a little girl anymore, I'm a lady. Hahahaha
I hope can be a beautiful lady. Hahahah
18 means i have to be independent enough to survive.
18, old already, may i turn back to 16? Hahahahah
Nonono, i have to keep thankful, hahaha
Hope the blast birthday later on.


Am i cute? LOL


Try new dress.


Is it me? LOL

This is the most freak post i have ever wrote, wkwkwk

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Wedding anniversary 28 years

Hay world! ♡♡♡
Actually i have written my parents wedding anniv post, but i dunno why it can't be post. Huh.
I have to re-write then, hahaha
Last 28 october 2012 was my parents's wedding anniversary, it's been 28 years they are being together.
They passed every moment of life together. Happy, sad, fights, anger, and so many others.
But i do believe it won't decrease their feeling. I do hope it can build their love more stronger than before. Hahaha
Always proud to be your daughter mom and dad.
Wish u a lot of happiness, joyfulness, etc.
Always loving each other ya mom and dad,
Always love you my precious. ♥


So sweet my mom and dad. Keep in love yaaaaa. Hha


My precious family. Wish u were here my 2nd sister.


Witg my littke cute naughty cousin, cia cia. Hha


Happiness is everywhere.


My gift for them. Haha

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Blast sunday ♡

Happy monday everyone! Wish you a blast monday ♡
What a great sunday that i had yesterday.
PSMTI and us (koko cici 2012) had our baksos time at Sungsang.
We went there by Pak Kurmin's boat. First we met at boom baru harbour at 6 in the morning.
At 7 we started our trip to Sungsang, we also had our breakfast on the boat. "This gonna be great!" I thought. Hahaha
Maybe it took about 2 hour. We also NEVER FORGET to take some picture on the boat. Hahahaha
When we arrived there, we welcomed by so many people. They were waiting for us. And it was an awesome moment i have ever had. ♥
We did "pengobatan dan pengecekan mata gratis" and so many Sungsang's people joined us. It's about 500 people.
You can imagine how crowded it !!
Altough it was a heavy rain, they still waiting for us and it was so touched . :')
From that avtivity, i learn that i have to thankful of everything i have.
I do believe God always give me the best.
I also realize about how lucky i am. Outside there, so many people want to have a life as i have. But they can't.
So i should to say THANK YOU MY LOVELY PARENTS! MY FAMILY! MY BEST FRIENDS! I love you.
Beside that i also want to say thankyou for the one who hate me, who hurt me, who take me for granted, and who taught me about this hard life.
You give me so much lesson to survive.

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An awesome two months ♡

Hi! How do you do? Very long time no see, right?
It's about a month I didn't write anything.
Start from my beautiful holiday in China, my "orasi" in my new university, my koko cici competition, my victory as a second runner up Cici Palembang and my feeling now!
There's so much story i wanna share, what a great one month that i have passed.

First, let me talk about my awesome holiday in China. I had my holiday with my daddy, my mom and my uncle. We went there by plane to Batam first, and then continue to Singapore by boat and then to Hainan by plane.
It is a quite long journey! Hahaha it maybe took 6 hour to go to Hainan.
Why we went to Hainan? Not Beijing or Guang Chou?
Because the main purpose of having this China holiday is to meet my Mom's sister and brother.
They ever met 35 years ago. So this first meeting after 35 years was really touched. It could make my father cry, so u can imagine how beautiful that moment? :')
It was really unforgetable. So that's why we prefer spent our 2 weeks with our big family than go shopping or something like that.
In China, i has already becoming a "grandma" Oh my god! How old i am?! Hahaha
After that holiday, i swear to my self that i have to learn chinese language. Someday i am going to go to China again, and it will be annoying if i still cannot speak chinese. Hahaha

Second, it's about my university life. I joined english department in UNSRI. So, later on i am going to be a english teacher ( for me, minimum is lecture. _/\_) haha.
Everyday i need to go to campus at 8 or 10. Then after my class is over, I need to take TransMusi to BEC. What a tiring trip :(
oh ya, one thing for sure is, one of two chinese in the class is me. x_x but it's ok. Hahaha so that's why most of my friend call me "cece" at campus. Hahaha
But, i really enjoy study about english. It just like i prepare my self to face my future life in this modern area. With english, i has already get one important thing that we have to able to. Hope the best ya for me. Hha

Third is about koko cici competition. Actually at first i was not too confident to join this. But luckily i can got top 36. And there's me in one of magazines in Palembang. Hahahah
After that, we need to join outbond to choose top 24.
After drank a glass of worm juice and through many games, i got my top 24. It means that i have to get some training for a week.
There's so many things that i had to prepare, for example are stilleto, blazer, and so many others.
We live at Wisma Pertamina for a week. So many things we have done together. We studied about China's history, about Palembang's history about table manner, dance, catwalk and so many others. And it was very interesting.
What a great time that we spent together as one big new family.
finnally we came to grand final celebration. There was so many people come and support their family, friend , etc.
And thank God i got second runner up. Even not the first rank one but i has already do my really best. So i have to grateful of that.

Fourth is about my feeling. I don't know what happen with me. It just hard to forget him.
I still cannot open my heart easily meanwhile he has already got his new and have fun of these.
But it's ok. I know that it is his right to choose and to do anything he want to.
It's out of my bussinness too.
One thing for sure is i never hate you also your girl. So why should she hate me? I won't steal your boy, girl! Hahaha
If he is yours, so no matter how hard i try to steal it, it will be yours. But if it is not, you have to let go your ego and let him choose.
Good luck then, for both of you guys
May all being happy.
Hahahah

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