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We got the best PMV 2009-2012. Congrats for all of us, SAMUDRA.
although I don't know what the reasons they chose us, but I believe it was the result from our hard work over this 2 years.
I wanna say thank you so much for all the member of SAMUDRA, who wanna grow together with me to make our love organization more success.
Thank you so much SEKBER for leading us to be better then ever.
Thank you also for a big family of Samantabhadra who always help us to grow up and grow up.
This achievement is not our final purpose, it is just a BONUS for our long hard work,
the truly achievement is our togetherness, our spirit, and our process.
I present this achievement for our Father, Bhante Jayabhumi.
Although you are won't friend us anymore in this world, we always do our best.
for You, for us, for the other.
THANK YOU!

my best player!!

Today, I watched Djarum Badminton Competition at Jakabaring . especially I come for Danil.
I want to support him more. I know him for about 3 years and I never support him in a competition before, so that's why I always wanna come if he has a match now.
But, unfortunately, he always forbids me to come on his match. He said that my coming would make him more nervous than ever.
But i don't care with his prohibition, so that's why I come today.
after waiting for about 3 hours, finally that's Danils turn,
I saw Danils rival. Wow! He is taller than Danil, fatter than Danil, he is absolutely BIG!!
and his play also great.
Daniel was lost with 21-12 21-15.
I don't know why, i just feel sorry, maybe it because of me.
he already warning me, that he would be nervous. but I don't care.
hahahahha
but, overall, both of them are really great.
maybe it is not Danils turn to be a winner.
but i believe, one day he will.
FIGHTING my best badminton player!!

see you everybody!

hai...
Long time no see with this blogger. :D
I has already passed this busy month, but it doesn't mean I Finished all of them.
School Final Examination, National Examination, Prom Night, University are waiting for me.
huuuuh. Fighting!! x_x
I can't imagine that I'm going to leave my Bangau, my Friends, my uniform, my class, my teacher.
and I'm going to start a new life in other place
it feels like everything going too fast.
I don't know, whether I would feel the same pleasure in other place?
Whether I would find a new friends like them?
Whether I would enjoy that's kind of new?
the one that I sure is I will miss my Senior High School time, I'll miss my class, my chair, my table, my teacher, my friends, my happiness, my teenager time.
I know that everyone have to say Good Bye to each other, whether we don't know what time it would be.
but for me, I would rather use SEE YOU. Because I believe, one day, whether in a future life, in a hell, in a heaven, we will meet again as a old friends.
so, SEE YOU!!!

What a tiring week!

it's been a long time I didn't write anything in this blog.
because I'm too busy this month.
How tired I am. but i believe i can pass all of these.
Try Out, School Final Examination, Final Examination, Practicum, and so many others I have to do.
beside all of that, there are some Organization problem that I have to solve.
I also have o prepare my university. by the way, maybe i will go to UNSRI to have my English class.
I hope everything gonna walk depends on my predict.
I really want to pass all the kinds of examination quickly.
I wanna be free. I'm tired enough for all of these.
I also want to end my position as a Captain of SAMUDRA.
I wanna have my free time, to enjoy anything.
may I?
huuuuhh.
sometimes, it really confusing me and make feel unwell.
Bhante Jayabhumi, in this time I really really really miss You.
:'(

Surprise hahahhahah

hari ini hari yang cukup melelahkan sebenarnya.
btw, Happy Birthday si cantik Vivien. si cantik penuh misteri. hahahhaha
hari ini beli kue double XL buat Vivien, setelah kerumahnya, kami pergi makan.
karena waktu yang mepet, aku langsung les dan pulang kerumah jam 8 malam.
sesampainya dirumah, karena sudah letih aku tidak begitu peduli dengan keadaan rumahku.
daaaan, setibanya dikamar, aku mendapati kamaarku gelap dengan hanya ada penerangan lilin,
dan disitulah JASDRELO, dalam kegelapan, memberiku surprise party di umur 17 tahun 3 bulanku.
hahahhahah, walaupun telat 3 bulan, tapi terima kasih yaaa.
aku tahu, 3 bulan ini bukanlah kesengajaan, melainkan memang kesibukan yang kami jalani di kelas 3 sma ini.
Berapapun telatnya kalian, tetapi hal ini tetap berarti.
Betapa aku berterima kasih karena kalian masih menyempatkan waktu di jam-jam sibuk kalian untuk mencari foto" jadulku.
mencucuinya, mengguntingnya, menggambarnya, memnyusunya dalam bingkai.
dan malam ini kalian mengejutkan aku. walaupun hanya sebentar, tapi ini sangat berkesan.
banyak-banyak terima kasih buat kalian.

kesedihan yang sepi

well,
aku memang orang yang cengeng dan dapat dengan mudah simpati pada orang lain, apa lagi jika orang itu memiliki hubungan yang baik denganku.
dan sekarang, aku tengah memposisikan diriku sebagai ko Soewin.
Pulang dari kantor, dengan hanya bermodalkan baju yang sedang dipakai, dompet, HP, laptop (maybe) dan motor, dan melihat rumah yang selama ini ia tempati tengah dilahap api.
apa yang terlintas dalam pikirannya saat itu?
kalau aku ada diposisi itu, mungkin otakku sudah mati.
Omaygat, aku tidur dimana? pake baju apa? barang-barangku? segalanya habis.
aku jadi apa? gelandangan?
T.T
itulah kenapa aku menangis ketika mendengar berita kebakaran itu.
walaupun aq tidak tau persis apa yang sedang berlangsung di sana, tapi aku bisa membayangkan keresahan dan kekalutan yang mereka rasakan.
mereka harus mulai dari nol lagi untuk mencapai sesuatu yang sempat dicapai.
harta, baju, arsip penting, emas, furniture, tekhnologi, apapun, HABIS!
itulah kenapa aku selalu ingin tau apa yang dilakukannya.
hanya sekedar ingin menemani, kalu saja itu dibutuhkan.
aku tidak mau meninggalkannya dalam kesedihan yang sepi.

ko Soewin :(

:'(
ko Soewin....
baru saja dilantik menjadi ketua sekprov SUMUT, rumahnya malah terbakar habis.
ludeeeees.
entah sekarang ia akan tidur dimana, makan apa, baju nya masih ada ato nggak?
aq gak pernah ada diposisi dia, jadi aq tidak begitu tau apa yang ia rasakan.
tapi yang pasti aku tahu adalah, rasa bingung dan kecewa itu pasti ada.
bingung akan tidur dimana, tinggal dimana.
ko soewin, tetap semangat yaaa.
doaku menyertaimu.
:(
Semoga ini yang terakhir bagimu,
jangan ada lagi musibah selama kau tidak melakukan hal yang buruk.

Sangat kecewa :(

terkadang aku bingung dengan sistem yang sedang berlangsung dalam hidup ini.
dalam hal apapun. Sistem yang berlangsung sudah kacau!
Kalau di tanya apa aku kecewa?
iyaa! Sangat kecewa!
kalau ditanya kenapa?
sangat susah dijelaskan!
tapi satu hal yang pasti, jika rencana itu belum memiliki kepastian untuk kedepan,
jangan terapkan terlebih dahulu pada orang lain.
kalu pada akhir hanya akan di anggap lalu, itu hanya akanmengecewakan banyak pihak.
jangan terapkan sistem pikiranmu sendiri dalam lingkungan sekitar.
Semua yang aku perjuangkan percuma!
Semua yang orang-orang harapkan dariku, hanya akan menjadi angin lalu!
aaaaargh!
entah bagaimana menyalurkan kekecewaanku!
Semoga semua akan segera membaik.