Sangat terasa bahwa waktu bergulir cepat. tiba-tiba saja udah ganti bulan.
hari ini disekolah Mam Maria said "Jangan pernah tanya kalo aku pilih jurusan ini nanti aku akan jadi apa? tapi tentukanlah kau mau jadi apa lalu pilihlah jurusan yang sesuai." (lagi bicara tentang universitas)
agak miris mendengarkan pernyataan ini.
why? Because i have already done it, exactly the same.
I've been thinking about my future. I've been thinking about what i want to be, then does it matter for my parents?
whether they agree and supporting me to achieve my dream? big NO for them.
whatever what is their reason, they don't allow me to go to other city for join a big university and choose subject depends on what i want to.
They were too negative thinking and fear of solitude.
They don't think about my feelings when I saw the other friend can choose the majors according to their interests and talents.
and I? I can't. everything under my parents control.
Yaaaaah, i have to accept it.
just do it for my lovely parents, do the best for them, be the best for them, I always try to do anything they want although it would be a little bit forced.
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