helo world!

it's been a long time I didn't write anything.
I wanna say Heloooooooo! :D
I wanna share about many things that happened in this 1 month.
after finished all test in Senior high school, I have my fun holiday. But it only for a week. why? because after that, I have to start working as a course teacher. fiuhhhh
How Tired and busy I am in this 2 weeks.
from 11 AM until 1 PM I have to attend my class for studying university's lesson.
after that from 2 PM until 6.30 PM I have to teach senior high school student.
so many activities that must be stopped, because my time out to teach.  
For example, playing badminton. I have no longer time for that.
at the beginning, all very boring.  
But this is the life. I have fight and sacrificed to achieve something that I want.
I have to fight for continue my life. 
Finally I know how tired my parents earn money everyday for us. Thank you so much Dad and Mom.
one more surprise story in my life is I have a boyfriend now. hahahaha
My boy is younger 2 years than me.  I know this is crazy! there is something wrong with me!
but I can't deny that I love him. He's special.  
There is something that makes me want to know more about him. 
There's something that makes me want to be with him as long as possible.
I know there are so many differences between us.  
Differences in age, thoughts, habits, and how to love someone.
I know that I will face many challenges to be in this relationship.  
I know many people will blame on me for this kind of relationship. From family, best friends and others.
But they are not me, not him. They don't know what is in my heart and mind.
through these relationships I learned how to be more patient. 
I just hope he also can learn how to understand me as I learn how to understand him.
I just hope he isn't play on me. 
and I believe him so much.
I try to not listen to anybody else. it ours, not their.
^_^