Patient has no Limit

I don't know how to make my self believe with my choice.
almost all of my family said, "Are you crazy? is there no one else? why have to be him?"
and I can't answer at all. I have no strong reason for it.
sometimes, it make me feel confused. Sometime I said to my self, "it is my choice, I have chose my best!"
but sometimes his act make me think that I chose the wrong one.
Sometimes I felt very tired.
but I have to commit what I've promised.
Patient has no limit Sel,
God is testing your patience since you ask more Him give you more patience. :D