I love you my life ♡

Hi there!
How's life? Great as i hope. Hahaha
Actually, i have nothing important to share,
I just want to tell the whole world that i am really thankful of my awesome life.
I have a powerful parents, lovely sisters, great family, awesome bestfriends and so many others who care enough about me,
But Sometimes i think about "what else i need?" Then a lot of thing come out of my mind and join my top list needed.
After that, i think about people who actually need everything i already had, indeed.
And it wake me and realize me about how lucky i am, how great my life, even with all the sadness that i've ever through.

I have a grampy daddy, who is really talk less. But somehow, he is really love and protect me, maybe the way he show it just different with the one that i watched in film. Hahaha
For provement, every morning he get up and pick me up to my campus. Actually i know that it is very difficult for him to get up in the morning.
In other hand, one thing that really touched me is he set his phone wallpaper and his display picture with my photo.
Maybe he never say "i love you my daughter" but i know, he really do. ♥♥♥

I also have a super mommy. She can do anything; cooking, sewing, taking care of family, and so many others.
She is very multitalented. She always support me, whatever i want to do. She always be the first who watch me if i join a competition. She always wake up earlier just to prepare my breakfast.
It is actually very simple, but one thing that for sure is my mom do anything with a deep compassion.
♥♥♥

2 persons that inspire me a lot, 2 persons that give me a spirit to survive, 2 persons that motivate me to do my best, 2 person that i will be proud of.

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11-11-12

Now, let me share about my best boy birthday. Just pass 1 day after me. 11-11-12.
So, just like i told before, i stay at my friend house. At danil's house.
That was very interesting for me, finally i got my parent's permission. Hahah
At that time, andi was going home to take his motorcycle. During that, we prepared hia birthday cake.
We prepared it in our last minute. So the birthday cake just made from brownies, craft chedar and chocki chocki. Wkakaka




We stayed at celin's bedroom, and the suddenly andi came. And we said "SURPRISE!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDI!!"
Hahah






I made it from the stars. With hope, someday u will be the star of hope. ♥

After that we just watched football games, ate noodle, played card, watched ghost movie, chit chat and so on. We didn't sleep until 6 o'clock in the morning.
What a tiring day but it totally fun. Hahah


We had our drink competition. Hahahah



I gonna be drunk. ♥

So, happy birthday to both of us andi. May this year gonna be blast, nice and awesome.
May God always bless you my boy.
May al being happy

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Awesome 18 birthday ♥

Haaaai, let me tell u about my awesome 18 birthday.
this birthday i got the beautiful date, it's 10-11-12.
I also get the beautiful surprises as beauty as the date. Hha
First surprise just came from the one that cannot be mention. He came at 00:00 bring doraemon cake and red rose. So cute that cake and so in time he is.
At first i just made fun of this surprise, i thought that he is just think the same as me.
Unfortunately he isn't.
I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. I'm just not ready yet to make the new story with you. With anyone else. :)


Thankyiu so much.

We have been a good friend since the first time u said you fall in love with my eyes. 3 years ago. Now, can we just continue?

Next, my second surprise was from my college's classmate. At that time, i had already arrived at class but no teacher. What the hell! I brought my heavy laptop, my books, and did my assignment in last minute, but it useless.
In the long run, citra asked me to friend her to go to toilet. When we came back to class, they sang a birthday song for me with 2 cupcakes that are just like me in red cheongsam.
So surprising. Thankyou my Oka! Citra! And the others.
What a blast birtday.


Thankyou guys. Hha

Next, my third surprise was from Koko Benny. He just pick me up and had a lunch, the he said suddenly he has to send an email to his friens. So we need to go to his dorm immediately.
When we arrived, there is a cute doll on his bed.
Hahahah thankyou so much then,
But i am so sorry, i also did'nt mean to hurt you. You are a kind person, care, protect. But it just hard to fall in love again. I just want to enjoy my own life with my self. Need your understanding so much. Maybe u don't know my stories, but i feel it.



Next, my fourth surprise was from my students. Elevem science students. Actually it wasn't a surprise anymore, because on of them had already told me to be ready for the surprise? So, can us called it surprise? Hahahha but, still a lot of thanks for you my dearest.




Next, my fifth surprise was from my best friend. We just had our dinner together until they gave me that guitar. I was shock, why they give me guitar? I can't play it at all. Hahahah
Thankyou my Amdi, lusi, tara, mon, elvin, danil, jeje.





My girls.

That's alk about my awesome birthday.
Thankyou god, thankyou mom and dad, thankyou my fmily, my best friends, and the others, hahaha
My all being happy then.
Eit, i forgot one thing, on my birthday finally i can stay in my friend house. This is also a surprise from my parents, hahahaha
Thankyou mommy daddy.

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Is coming. Lalalala

Holaaaaa,
U know what? I fell curious about something,
My friend at campus and my students just always remind me that my birthday is coming,
Then it makes me think, is there any special things on that day?
I'm getting mature already, 18 years old.
Not a little girl anymore, I'm a lady. Hahahaha
I hope can be a beautiful lady. Hahahah
18 means i have to be independent enough to survive.
18, old already, may i turn back to 16? Hahahahah
Nonono, i have to keep thankful, hahaha
Hope the blast birthday later on.


Am i cute? LOL


Try new dress.


Is it me? LOL

This is the most freak post i have ever wrote, wkwkwk

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Wedding anniversary 28 years

Hay world! ♡♡♡
Actually i have written my parents wedding anniv post, but i dunno why it can't be post. Huh.
I have to re-write then, hahaha
Last 28 october 2012 was my parents's wedding anniversary, it's been 28 years they are being together.
They passed every moment of life together. Happy, sad, fights, anger, and so many others.
But i do believe it won't decrease their feeling. I do hope it can build their love more stronger than before. Hahaha
Always proud to be your daughter mom and dad.
Wish u a lot of happiness, joyfulness, etc.
Always loving each other ya mom and dad,
Always love you my precious. ♥


So sweet my mom and dad. Keep in love yaaaaa. Hha


My precious family. Wish u were here my 2nd sister.


Witg my littke cute naughty cousin, cia cia. Hha


Happiness is everywhere.


My gift for them. Haha

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Blast sunday ♡

Happy monday everyone! Wish you a blast monday ♡
What a great sunday that i had yesterday.
PSMTI and us (koko cici 2012) had our baksos time at Sungsang.
We went there by Pak Kurmin's boat. First we met at boom baru harbour at 6 in the morning.
At 7 we started our trip to Sungsang, we also had our breakfast on the boat. "This gonna be great!" I thought. Hahaha
Maybe it took about 2 hour. We also NEVER FORGET to take some picture on the boat. Hahahaha
When we arrived there, we welcomed by so many people. They were waiting for us. And it was an awesome moment i have ever had. ♥
We did "pengobatan dan pengecekan mata gratis" and so many Sungsang's people joined us. It's about 500 people.
You can imagine how crowded it !!
Altough it was a heavy rain, they still waiting for us and it was so touched . :')
From that avtivity, i learn that i have to thankful of everything i have.
I do believe God always give me the best.
I also realize about how lucky i am. Outside there, so many people want to have a life as i have. But they can't.
So i should to say THANK YOU MY LOVELY PARENTS! MY FAMILY! MY BEST FRIENDS! I love you.
Beside that i also want to say thankyou for the one who hate me, who hurt me, who take me for granted, and who taught me about this hard life.
You give me so much lesson to survive.

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An awesome two months ♡

Hi! How do you do? Very long time no see, right?
It's about a month I didn't write anything.
Start from my beautiful holiday in China, my "orasi" in my new university, my koko cici competition, my victory as a second runner up Cici Palembang and my feeling now!
There's so much story i wanna share, what a great one month that i have passed.

First, let me talk about my awesome holiday in China. I had my holiday with my daddy, my mom and my uncle. We went there by plane to Batam first, and then continue to Singapore by boat and then to Hainan by plane.
It is a quite long journey! Hahaha it maybe took 6 hour to go to Hainan.
Why we went to Hainan? Not Beijing or Guang Chou?
Because the main purpose of having this China holiday is to meet my Mom's sister and brother.
They ever met 35 years ago. So this first meeting after 35 years was really touched. It could make my father cry, so u can imagine how beautiful that moment? :')
It was really unforgetable. So that's why we prefer spent our 2 weeks with our big family than go shopping or something like that.
In China, i has already becoming a "grandma" Oh my god! How old i am?! Hahaha
After that holiday, i swear to my self that i have to learn chinese language. Someday i am going to go to China again, and it will be annoying if i still cannot speak chinese. Hahaha

Second, it's about my university life. I joined english department in UNSRI. So, later on i am going to be a english teacher ( for me, minimum is lecture. _/\_) haha.
Everyday i need to go to campus at 8 or 10. Then after my class is over, I need to take TransMusi to BEC. What a tiring trip :(
oh ya, one thing for sure is, one of two chinese in the class is me. x_x but it's ok. Hahaha so that's why most of my friend call me "cece" at campus. Hahaha
But, i really enjoy study about english. It just like i prepare my self to face my future life in this modern area. With english, i has already get one important thing that we have to able to. Hope the best ya for me. Hha

Third is about koko cici competition. Actually at first i was not too confident to join this. But luckily i can got top 36. And there's me in one of magazines in Palembang. Hahahah
After that, we need to join outbond to choose top 24.
After drank a glass of worm juice and through many games, i got my top 24. It means that i have to get some training for a week.
There's so many things that i had to prepare, for example are stilleto, blazer, and so many others.
We live at Wisma Pertamina for a week. So many things we have done together. We studied about China's history, about Palembang's history about table manner, dance, catwalk and so many others. And it was very interesting.
What a great time that we spent together as one big new family.
finnally we came to grand final celebration. There was so many people come and support their family, friend , etc.
And thank God i got second runner up. Even not the first rank one but i has already do my really best. So i have to grateful of that.

Fourth is about my feeling. I don't know what happen with me. It just hard to forget him.
I still cannot open my heart easily meanwhile he has already got his new and have fun of these.
But it's ok. I know that it is his right to choose and to do anything he want to.
It's out of my bussinness too.
One thing for sure is i never hate you also your girl. So why should she hate me? I won't steal your boy, girl! Hahaha
If he is yours, so no matter how hard i try to steal it, it will be yours. But if it is not, you have to let go your ego and let him choose.
Good luck then, for both of you guys
May all being happy.
Hahahah

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Asa dalam dusta

Dia..
Dia adalah satu hal luar biasa yang sempat terjadi dalam hidupku
Ia bawakam aku pelangi
Saat kupikir semua adalah kelam!
Ia bawakan aku hujan
Saat bumi seperti membunuhku dengan kekeringan!
Dia datang dengam segala yang sempat aku impikan
Dia bagaikan lirik yang selalu kesenandungkan
Lirik yang penuh dengan kehangatan,
Namun menyisakan luka yang dalam!

Kukira pekangi itu akan selalu ada
Kukira hujan itu akan selalu teduh
Kukira lirik itu akan selalu penuh dengan kehangatan
Namun sdmua hanyalah ilusi dalam khayal!
Hanyalah asa dalam balutan cinta
Kau selipkan dusta itu dalam tulusnya cinta
Dan itu membunuh!
Lebih dari mati dalam sakit
Tapi mati dalam asa yang tak terbalas!


(Special for my piglet, good luck then)

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jasdrel :*

it's been along time we didn't have time together.
But yesterday, finally we did.
Lia, Edo, Rolando, Joan, Danny, Gatri and me had our dinner together at Pizza Hut. so sad without AUdy and Reynaldi.
there are much story we shared together. we laughed out of loud. We did something we lost for a while.
I am so Happy. no word can describe how I miss that friendship, I miss that moment together with JASDREL.
The time won't be enough for spent together with them.
aaaaa, I will miss you guys.
Edo will come back to Ausy, Lia will come back to Bandung, Joan will move to Jakarta, Danny also, Gatri to Singapore, everyone will do their best to reach their dream.
Good luck my dear :*
even I will miss you so much, but I believe there will be another time we spend together later on.
we will never lost contact. We are still JASDREL.
:(
huaaaaa, :'( if I can come back to the past, when we were at 11.
when we always do something together like we will never be apart.
when we do our assignment together at a whole day.
when we can go to the canteen together and laugh together at the rest time.
but present moment is the wonderful one.
Thank you so much guys for the quality time.
:*

AM I????

tonight I remembered about something really hurt me.
I don't know what exactly the time but I remembered when my friend said that I am bitch.
I don't know why he can judge me like that, I also don't know what I've done before so can make he thought like that.
At that time I was very angry and sad.
Can you imagine how I felt when someone told me I am a bitch!
I was BROKE!!
from that time, I always ask to my self, Am I the person like he said before?
Am I truly the one acted like bitch? what's wrong with me!
So damn!! I can't stop thinking about that.
I has already start something WRONG!! I wanna STOP,
Please, tell me what I have to do right now?
I'm going to be crazy!
I wanna learn to say NO to something I don't want! but I just can't do it.
every little single word always make me feel sorry if I reply with NO,
it just like that words force me to say Yes, even if I don't want to do that.
AM I THE PERSON LIKE HE SAID BEFORE?

Patient has no Limit

I don't know how to make my self believe with my choice.
almost all of my family said, "Are you crazy? is there no one else? why have to be him?"
and I can't answer at all. I have no strong reason for it.
sometimes, it make me feel confused. Sometime I said to my self, "it is my choice, I have chose my best!"
but sometimes his act make me think that I chose the wrong one.
Sometimes I felt very tired.
but I have to commit what I've promised.
Patient has no limit Sel,
God is testing your patience since you ask more Him give you more patience. :D

24 hours isn't enough!!

hey hey hey world!
long time no see ;) i don't have any idea to write, but I miss my Blog *hug*
waaaa, I'm going crazy about my university :(
first, i had already buy a form to register in university test. I choose IPA major.
But unfortunately I was WRONG!!!!! I ought to choose IPS or IPC (mix between IPA and IPS )
So, I have to buy the new one.
Its impossible if I want to ask for money AGAIN with my Daddy. I have to use my own money :(
 so silly I am. uuuh! disappointed with my self! uuh! stupid! stupid!

second, My chosen major force me to study about Economic, Geografi, and history. But i don't even know about that. So what can I do? anyone teach me please :'(
Maybe I have to ask my partner (Michael) to teach me, like usually we done, study together. hahahha

Third, I have no time at all.
from 11 in the morning until 8 at night, I have to teach my students. so it means, I have to be in a course.
I only have my night time to take a rest, relax, study more, or translate something, or doing something else in a temple.
May i have more than 24 hours in a day?
24 hours isn't enough
May my body sleep only for a hour.
but I can't. I have to keep my health. that's the important one.
I need Doraemon actually, give me please, just one doraemon or dorami, it can be.hahaha
Selly KEEP YOUR SPIRIT!!! Yeaahm YOU CAN DO IT!!!
hahahhaa
sometimes i really miss my Daddy, my best friend, Raynaldo Ali, who always give me spirit at that time. how busy he is now.
miss you edyang.
Miss you JASDRELO
Miss you Tlsnt'
Miss you Rani, Leni, Ayu.
 24 HOURS ISN'T ENOUGH TO THINK ABOUT YOU GUYS! :'(

Going grazy!!!

I don't know what I have to do with all of this.
First, I'm actually want to make SAMUDRA more success than the old one. I want to prove to anybody else that we can survive with or without you.
But the other side of these, I'm tired of being like this. No spirit, no people, no responses, no real support, NOTHING at all.
They only can speak up without do anything.
I wanna end this situation, I wanna quit. I rally really wanna quit!!!!
But a side of my self, there's SAMUDRA inside.
it make me really confuse! I don't know whether I should give up and don't care with anything else, or I should survive and make my self tired.
In this situation, I really really need You Bhante. the only one who always support us.
who always beside us when we face a problem or when we need something.
The only one who truly care and thankful of our exist.
even it just a little thing, He always say thank you.
I need You. I really need You.
give me a solutions, I don't know what I have to do.
:(

helo world!

it's been a long time I didn't write anything.
I wanna say Heloooooooo! :D
I wanna share about many things that happened in this 1 month.
after finished all test in Senior high school, I have my fun holiday. But it only for a week. why? because after that, I have to start working as a course teacher. fiuhhhh
How Tired and busy I am in this 2 weeks.
from 11 AM until 1 PM I have to attend my class for studying university's lesson.
after that from 2 PM until 6.30 PM I have to teach senior high school student.
so many activities that must be stopped, because my time out to teach.  
For example, playing badminton. I have no longer time for that.
at the beginning, all very boring.  
But this is the life. I have fight and sacrificed to achieve something that I want.
I have to fight for continue my life. 
Finally I know how tired my parents earn money everyday for us. Thank you so much Dad and Mom.
one more surprise story in my life is I have a boyfriend now. hahahaha
My boy is younger 2 years than me.  I know this is crazy! there is something wrong with me!
but I can't deny that I love him. He's special.  
There is something that makes me want to know more about him. 
There's something that makes me want to be with him as long as possible.
I know there are so many differences between us.  
Differences in age, thoughts, habits, and how to love someone.
I know that I will face many challenges to be in this relationship.  
I know many people will blame on me for this kind of relationship. From family, best friends and others.
But they are not me, not him. They don't know what is in my heart and mind.
through these relationships I learned how to be more patient. 
I just hope he also can learn how to understand me as I learn how to understand him.
I just hope he isn't play on me. 
and I believe him so much.
I try to not listen to anybody else. it ours, not their.
^_^
 

I don't know what I have to hope

Oh my God!!!
I've done the most daring deal with him. x_x
if he gets the maximum value later on, then I promise him, I'll do it.
actually, I just want to encourage him to keep his spirit to fight for his future.
I swear that I will only do it for him.
even though I still doubting him, I tried to believe that he will change.
he will turn into more mature than I hope.
I believe he will turn into a great man, no longer a boy!
but, there are deep apologize inside of me for someone outside there.
I know it was my mistake. But it was not only mine, it ours.
My big hope is it will be the last for him.
no more affair in his life. i don't want to feel the same like her.
x_x

BIG MISTAKE!!

what the hell is going on with me.
I know it will be a big mistake I have ever done, but I just can't control my self to stop this feeling.
:(
I wanna close my ears, so that I can't listen to anybody opinion.
I wanna close my eyes, so that I won't see the thing I don't want to.
I wanna close my heart, so that I won't feel this kind of feeling.
why?
if only the situation isn't like this, everything must be walk properly. :(

Liputan STKN 2011

“My Elpidos”

Angin malam ini tengah berhembus tenang, menguji keperkasaan makhluk hijau yang tinggi menjulang, melambaikan rambut hitam panjangku dan memberikan kesejukan yang damai dalam diriku.

Yah, duduk di balkon lantai 2 depan kamarku dengan ditemani bintang dan bulan memang akan selalu menenangkan dan menyenangkan.   

Mendengarkan bunyi gesekan dedaunan, merasakan dinginnya malam,

yaaa, aku menikmati kebahagiaan ini. Aku menikmati remangnya cahaya bulan dan kerlip-kerlip bintang di mewahnya langit malam.

Aku termenung, menyadari bahwa malam ini adalah malam terakhir aku melihat bulan dan bintang dari balkon kamarku, di tahun ini.

 “Gonna miss you.” bisikku dalam hati seraya menoleh kedalam kamarku.

Why? Karena besok pagi-pagi sekali aku akan segera meninggalkan rumah ini untuk mencari sedikit pelajaran hidup yang nyata di Jawa Timur.

Besok aku akan kembali berproses untuk menjadi seseorang yang matang.

Besok aku akan kembali bertemu dengan mereka saudara-saudara jauhku dari berbagai kota.

Memikirkan tentang besok, lalu mengingatkanku akan hari kemarin, kemarin sekitar 2 tahun yang lalu.

Saat aku dan teman-teman tengah sibuk mempersiapan diri sebagai tuan rumah MUNAS XIII dan STKN di Palembang, Sumatera Selatan.

Huh! Saat itu adalah hari-hari yang paling melelahkan sekaligus menyenangkan.

Mengingat kembali perjuangan tidur subuh dan bangun pagi saat itu memaksaku mengorek kembali kenangan itu di memory bank ku.

Yah, I have that kind of bank.

Lalu aku beranjak meninggalkan bulan dan bintang, membiarkan mereka bernostalgia mengingat hari kemarin.

Aku berjalan, pelan tapi pasti.

Hingga akhirnya aku berhenti di lemari coklat kecil di sebelah ranjangku. Aku buka lemari itu dan aku menemukan buku-buku tebal yang lusuh.

Buku itu memiliki nama, yaitu 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012,2013. Tanpa ragu aku mengambil buku dengan label 2011.

Tak tahu mengapa, aku ingin merasakan kembali cerita-ceritaku di penghujung tahun 2011.

Aku ingin membaca cerita itu kembali sebelum aku melanjutkan ceritanya besok, di Jawa Timur.

Besok, akan kulanjutkan ceritaku….

28 Desember 2011

Waaaa, betapa megahnya acara pembukaan di Selebriti Convention Hall hari ini. Keragaman budaya dan adat berbagai kota dari sabang sampai merauke sangat terlihat dari baju daerah yang dikenakan setiap perwakilan kontingen. Mendengar mars SEKBER dinyanyikan oleh begitu banyak pemuda Buddhayana dengan semangat yang mengobar membuat aku merinding sekaligus takjub. Semangat Pemuda sangat terpancar dan menggelora di ball room ini. Melihat begitu banyaknya pemuda Buddhayana di ruangan ini membuat aku sadar bahwa aku tidak sendiri.

Begitu banyak saudara-saudaraku yang akan tetap berjuang dalam dhamma, yang akan tetap berjuang dalam nafas Sakyamuni Buddha.

Setelah pembukaan juga ada serasehan, yang sebenarnya adalah acara sharing dan berbagi mengenai pengetahuan organisasi. Semua peserta mengikuti dengan antusias, walaupun ada beberapa peserta yang tertidur. They look  so sleepy. hahahha

Selesai acara di Selebriti Convention Hall, kami kembali ke Pusdiklat (karena aku peserta sekaligus panitia STKN) sementara yang lain kembali ke SD Agatha (peserta MUNAS).

Agar supaya semua perlombaan berjalan dengan lancar, maka diadakan Technical Meeting yang dihadiri oleh perwakilan setiap kontingen. TM ini sendiri berlangsung sampai tengah malam. Setelah bantu sana sini, menyiapkan ini itu, akhirnya kami panitia baru bisa tidur pada pukul 4 pagi. ==’

What a tiring day!!

SEMANGAAAAAAT!!!

29 Desember 2011

Pagi ini aku dibangunkan oleh bunyi lonceng penuh kesadaran. Setelah bersih diri, kami kembali mengahadap Lord Buddha untuk mengingat dan meneladani kembali semua sikap luar biasa beliau dan melafalkan sutra-sutra suci dalam bahasa Indonesia.

Hari ini, berlangsung lomba LCT, lomba mading lomba cerita anak GABI dan lomba dhamma duta. Walaupun ada 3 lomba yang dilangsungkan secara bersamaan, penonton dan supporter tidak pernah sepi.

Semua orang bersemangat dan melakukan yang terbaik untuk provinsi mereka. Begitu juga aku, walaupun lelah dan kurang tidur (mata panda) aku harus tetap melakukan yang terbaik untuk Pemuda Buddhayana. :D

Lomba dhamma duta berlangsung dengan hening. Kenapa? Karena semua penonton sangat memperhatikan apa yang disampaikan oleh para peserta lomba. Setelah selesai menyampaikan ceramahnya, mereka dihadapkan dengan pertanyaan oleh juri-juri yang bersangkutan. Semua melakukan yang terbaik! Proud of all of you guys!

Aku melihat perlombaan mading, and you know what? I was shock! How creative they are!

Semua mading hasil karya pemuda buddhayana sungguh luar biasa. Bayangkan, di mading bisa tertempel pohon sampah, Candi Muara Jambi, bola dunia, dan segala artikel yang menarik, dan itu hanya dibuat oleh 2 orang dalam waktu 2 jam. GOOD JOB buat peserta lomba mading! Two thumbs up for all of you guys!

Yang tidak kalah seru adalah lomba LCT. Orang-orang pintar itu saling berusaha untuk mendapatkan score. Pertandingan berlangsung sangat seru! Bahkan ada beberapa peserta yang beda score nya sangat tipis. And at last Congratulation for SUMUT, JAMBI, LAMPUNG and RIAU yang telah berhasil masuk final. Good luck then.

Hampir lupa, siangnya ada lomba cerita anak GABI yang ramai ditonton, karena merupakan lomba satu-satunya yang berlangsung disiang hari. Semua tampil dengan sangat keren dan dengan cara yang beragam. Keren deh!

Eh, hari ini ada temanku dari Jawa Barat yang dibawa ke RS Charitas, setelah diperiksa ternyata sakit gejala typhus. Semoga cepat sembuh ya biar bisa ikut merasakan suasana STKN.

Selain itu juga ada anak Lampung yang pingsan karena cuaca yang panas dan ruangan yang pengap. Aduuh, get well soon ya untuk mereka. semoga tidak akan ada lagi peserta yang sakit-sakit maupun pingsan. Sadhu 3x…

Setelah makan malam, akhirnya para peserta STKN dianjurkan beristirahat untuk menyongsong hari esok, sementara beberapa panitia masih tetap terjaga untuk menyiapkan perlombaan besok.

GOOD JOB deh buat Panitia! Selamat nyubuh yaaa! :D

Maaf, diriku duluan menyongsong dunia mimpi, mau prepare diri buat besok lomba.
Good night everyone.

30 Desember 2011

Pagi ini seperti biasa bunyi gong membangunkan lelap tidurku. Setelah mandi dan bersih-bersih kami semua langsung berkumpul di aula untuk puja bakti dan setelahnya sarapan pagi. Lomba yang dilangsungkan hari ini adalah lomba dhammapada, lomba cipta lagu buddhis dan tahap penyisihan duta buddhayana. Semua lomba dimulai secara serempak, sehingga ada beberapa peserta yang harus bolak-balik ganti baju karena mengikuti 2 lomba sekaligus.

Sejenak aku menikmati lantunan dhammapada. It’s so beautiful. Kekompakan dan lantunan suara mereka yang merdu sempat membuat aku merinding! Ah, indahnya dhamma!

Beberapa kontingen memakai baju batik dan kebaya yang anggun, namun ada beberapa yang mengenakan baju seperti orang india. Yang pasti, semua pakaian yang dikenakan menunjang nilai kekompakan mereka. mereka tampak indah!

Di ruangan lain, juga berlangsung lomba cipta lagu. Lagu-lagu yang diciptakan dan dinyanyikan kembali itu semuanya bagus. Ada yang dalam bahasa inggris ada juga yang Indonesia. By the way,  juri perlombaan ini memiliki kritik dan comment yang tajam dan pedas. Semoga saja tidak ada peserta yang sakit hati. _/\_

Di aula juga berlangsung penyisihan duta buddhayana.

Dipojok ruangan telah duduk dengan cantik dan ganteng 7 pasang Duta Buddhayana dari kontingen-kontingen tertentu. Dari Sumsel, Sumut, Jambi, Jatim, Jabar, Kep Riau, dan Lampung. Akhirnya mereka maju satu persatu untuk mengenalkan diri dan menujukan bakat yang mereka miliki. Semuanya menampilkan as best as possible. They do their best! Ada yang menyanyi, menari, menggambar, speech and story telling. Penonton terlihat cukup antusias menonton perlombaan yang baru pertama kali diadakan dalam lingkup nasional ini, bahkan ada beberapa penonton yang membuat spanduk khusus untuk menyemangati peserta dari kontingennya.

Selain itu peserta juga harus menjawab pertanyaan yang diajukan oleh juri dan pada akhirnya mereka diwajibkan untuk cat walk dan foto bersama juri serta teman-teman penonton.

Siang hari semua peserta STKN digusur ke Vihara Dharmakirti untuk mengikuti sidang pemilihan Sekjend. Setelah melalui voting yang cukup melelahkan, di ajukanlah 3 calon Sekjend SEKBER PMVBI, yakni koko Eddy Jonson dari SUMUT, koko Suryanto dan koko Hendrik Mahyuni dari jajaran Sekber pusat. And at last, KO SURYANTO yang menjadi the next Sekjend SEKBER PMVBI!!!!

Malamnya langsung dilantiklah para calon tersebut yang nantinya akan memimpin SEKBER PMVBI selama 3 tahun kedepan.

Lalu kami pulang ke pusdiklat dan tidur.

Selamat malam semuanya.

31 Desember 2011

Hari ini hari terakhir acara MUNAS dan STKN. Rasanya 4 hari tidaklah cukup untuk mengenal teman-teman semua.  so sad.

Eh, hari ini semua acara final berlangsung. Tetapi di tiga tempat yang berbeda. Final LCT di Vihara Dharmakirti dan final Duta Buddhayana di Pusiklat sedangkan lomba futsal dilangsungkan di Momea.

Jadi penonton menjadi terpisah-pisah.

Di pusdiklat, final Duta Buddhayana menggunakan sistem gambling. Kenapa? Karena pertanyaan yang akan dijawab oleh peserta adalah dari peserta untuk peserta. Jadi 14 peserta diwajibkan menulis satu pertanyaan yang nanti akan diundi kembali untuk ditanyakan pada 5 pasang finalis Duta Buddhayana.

Setelah itu baru diumumkan bahwa finalis Duta Buddhayana putra yang berhasil lolos ke babak final adalah dari Sumsel, Sumut, Lampung, Jatim, dan Kep Riau. Sedangkan yang putri adalah dari Sumut, Jabar, Sumsel, Jatim dan Jambi.

Lalu teknisnya adalah mereka maju satu persatu mengambil pertanyaan dan menjawab pertanyaan itu dengan sebaik mungkin dalam waktu 2 menit.

Pertanyaan yang berkisar tentang pengetahuan sehari-hari mengenai  penerapan Buddhayana dalam kehidupan dapat mereka jawab dengan sangat baik! Bangga banget deh sama Duta-duta Buddhayana tiap kontingen!

Setelah semua peserta selesai menjawab, mereka kembali diharuskan untuk catwalk dan mempromosikan dirinya untuk menjadi Duta Buddhayana Favorit 2011.

Setelah itu peserta diberikan waktu free sampai pukul 18.00 untuk mengikuti acara penutupan MUNAS XIII & STKN.

Malam harinya di Universitas Tridinanti, semua peserta berkumpul dengan mengenakan baju MUNAS yang berwarna kuning.

Sorak sorai tidak pernah habis menghiasi malam ini. Ada banyak kontingen yang turut aktif mengisi acara seperti drama parodi dari Jambi, kabaret dari Jabar dan nyanyian Kepompong dari Sumut.

Yang unik adalah ketika Duta Buddhayana tiap kontingen maju untuk membacakan nominasi pemenang setiap lomba. Mereka seperti artis semalam. hahahha

Oh iya, SUMUT mendapatkan gelar Sekprov teladan loh! Yah terbukti lah dengan kekompakan dan semangat yang mereka bawa dari SUMUT ke SUMSEL. Salut deh sama SUMUT! GOOD JOB!

Selian itu, SUMSEL akhirnya bisa jadi juara umum dengan menyabet juara 1 Duta Buddhayana putra dan putri, juara 1 dhammapada dan juara 3 cerita anak GABI. *loncat-loncat kegirangan*

Congrats yaa buat para pemenang!!

Setelah itu kami pesta kembang api dan makan-makan menyambut tahun baru.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!! Wishing a great new year for all of us, especially for me. J

1 Januari 2012

The first date in this new year! Gonna be a super day! Hahahah

Walaupun acara MUNAS XIII & STKN sudah selesai, tapi kami panitia masih punya tugas untuk membawa peserta menikmati kota Palembang. Hari ini adalah jadwal kami untuk ke Pulau Kemarau!!

Rombongan baju kuning dalam seketika sudah mulai beredar ke segala penjuru pulau kemarau. Sinar blitz kamera pun sudah ada dimana-mana untuk mengabadikan saat-saat  terindah di Palembang.

Setelah menjelang sore hari kami semua pulang ke Vihara Dharmakirti karena ada beberapa kontingen yang sudah harus pulang.

Take care ya. Thank you so much for coming and joining this great event. Maafkanlah jika ada ketidakpuasan disana-sini. hahaha Gonna miss you so much friends!!

Oh iya, mengenai pemenang yang terpilih kemarin, semoga saja kemenangan kalian tidak hanya berhenti sampai prosesi penyerahan piala.

Melainkan akan terus berlanjut untuk membantu SEKBER menjalankan visi dan misinya.

Semoga para pemenang bisa mendapatkan bonus lebih dari apa yang telah mereka lakukan dan perjuangkan.

Buat SEKBER, jangan biarkan bakat dan talenta teman-teman kita, para pemenang, mati sampai disini saja! Semoga SEKBER kedepannya akan memiliki program-program nyata yang lebih terstruktur untuk para pemenang agar bisa turut aktif dalam segala kegiatan SEKBER PMVBI. Jangan patahkan semangat juang para pemenang dengan kurangnya apresiasi dari kita semua!

Satu hal yang harus ditanamkan dalam diri adalah, kemenangan bukanlah segalanya yang harus dan mutlak untuk dicapai, tetapi semangat, kegigihan serta upaya kita dalam berproses lah yang seharusnya menjadi segalanya.

Kemenangan itu hanyalah bonus yang kita dapatkan dari segala proses yang sudah dilalui. Tanpa bonus pun kita sudah menghasilkan sesuatu yang sangat berarti! Setidaknya untuk diri kita sendiri.

Kita semua adalah PEMENANG!!

Aku akan sangat merindukan suasana kebersamaan seperti ini lagi. See you soon everybody.

Itu halaman terakhir yang bisa kutemukan dari buku 2011 ini.

Aku menutup buku tebal ini dan memasukan kembali ke lemari coklat itu seraya mengeluarkan buku 2013 dan memasukkannya ke dalam koperku.

Besok!! Besok cerita itu akan kulanjutkan. Aku akan menuliskan kembali semangat-semangat yang kurasakan, hangatnya persaudaraan dan cerita-cerita lainnya.

“2 years have passed. Just like that, so fast. How are they? Whether they will follow this event again? Will we meet again?” pemikiran-pemikiran itu berkelebat hebat dalam otakku.

“Tomorrow is the day that I waited this long. I believe, tomorrow will be a great day in Jamur. To meet a new friend from other cities, make a good relation with them, have some competition with them, share our life story, and so many others. It will be fun there.” Ucapku dalam hati seraya menenangkan diri.

Setelah memastikan semua barang telah disiapkan untuk besok, aku berjalan santai menuju balkonku kembali.

Kembali duduk di singgahsana yang sempat kutinggalkan sebentar.

Mengusik kembali penjagaan hati si bulan dan si bintang. Merayu dan memelas pada mereka untuk mau menemaniku malam ini saja.

Melihat bintang yang gemerlap itu meyakinkanku akan hari esok. Besok dan hari-hari setelah besok, yakinlah, bintang itu akan bercahaya dalam hatiku, dalam hati kami.

Kami akan menjadi bintang…. Bintang yang sangat terang.

Bintang yang akan ditunggu-tunggu oleh banyak orang.

Kami akan menjadi bintang dan bulan yang takkan terpisahkan dan selalu bersahabat, walau terkadang terganggu oleh awan gelap maupun gerhana.

Kelak, suatu saat nanti, kami akan menjadi langit malam yang tinggi dan hebat.

Langit yang penuh dengan kemewahan dan ketakjuban.

Langit malam yang akan di harap-harapkan oleh banyak orang. Kami akan jadi asa bagi orang lain, jadi elpidos!

Yah, we will!                                                                                 

Good night my stars. My elpidos!

best PMV 09-12 :D

Mukerda di Palembang

acara Rekreasi bersama

We got the best PMV 2009-2012. Congrats for all of us, SAMUDRA.
although I don't know what the reasons they chose us, but I believe it was the result from our hard work over this 2 years.
I wanna say thank you so much for all the member of SAMUDRA, who wanna grow together with me to make our love organization more success.
Thank you so much SEKBER for leading us to be better then ever.
Thank you also for a big family of Samantabhadra who always help us to grow up and grow up.
This achievement is not our final purpose, it is just a BONUS for our long hard work,
the truly achievement is our togetherness, our spirit, and our process.
I present this achievement for our Father, Bhante Jayabhumi.
Although you are won't friend us anymore in this world, we always do our best.
for You, for us, for the other.
THANK YOU!

my best player!!

Today, I watched Djarum Badminton Competition at Jakabaring . especially I come for Danil.
I want to support him more. I know him for about 3 years and I never support him in a competition before, so that's why I always wanna come if he has a match now.
But, unfortunately, he always forbids me to come on his match. He said that my coming would make him more nervous than ever.
But i don't care with his prohibition, so that's why I come today.
after waiting for about 3 hours, finally that's Danils turn,
I saw Danils rival. Wow! He is taller than Danil, fatter than Danil, he is absolutely BIG!!
and his play also great.
Daniel was lost with 21-12 21-15.
I don't know why, i just feel sorry, maybe it because of me.
he already warning me, that he would be nervous. but I don't care.
hahahahha
but, overall, both of them are really great.
maybe it is not Danils turn to be a winner.
but i believe, one day he will.
FIGHTING my best badminton player!!

see you everybody!

hai...
Long time no see with this blogger. :D
I has already passed this busy month, but it doesn't mean I Finished all of them.
School Final Examination, National Examination, Prom Night, University are waiting for me.
huuuuh. Fighting!! x_x
I can't imagine that I'm going to leave my Bangau, my Friends, my uniform, my class, my teacher.
and I'm going to start a new life in other place
it feels like everything going too fast.
I don't know, whether I would feel the same pleasure in other place?
Whether I would find a new friends like them?
Whether I would enjoy that's kind of new?
the one that I sure is I will miss my Senior High School time, I'll miss my class, my chair, my table, my teacher, my friends, my happiness, my teenager time.
I know that everyone have to say Good Bye to each other, whether we don't know what time it would be.
but for me, I would rather use SEE YOU. Because I believe, one day, whether in a future life, in a hell, in a heaven, we will meet again as a old friends.
so, SEE YOU!!!

What a tiring week!

it's been a long time I didn't write anything in this blog.
because I'm too busy this month.
How tired I am. but i believe i can pass all of these.
Try Out, School Final Examination, Final Examination, Practicum, and so many others I have to do.
beside all of that, there are some Organization problem that I have to solve.
I also have o prepare my university. by the way, maybe i will go to UNSRI to have my English class.
I hope everything gonna walk depends on my predict.
I really want to pass all the kinds of examination quickly.
I wanna be free. I'm tired enough for all of these.
I also want to end my position as a Captain of SAMUDRA.
I wanna have my free time, to enjoy anything.
may I?
huuuuhh.
sometimes, it really confusing me and make feel unwell.
Bhante Jayabhumi, in this time I really really really miss You.
:'(

Surprise hahahhahah

hari ini hari yang cukup melelahkan sebenarnya.
btw, Happy Birthday si cantik Vivien. si cantik penuh misteri. hahahhaha
hari ini beli kue double XL buat Vivien, setelah kerumahnya, kami pergi makan.
karena waktu yang mepet, aku langsung les dan pulang kerumah jam 8 malam.
sesampainya dirumah, karena sudah letih aku tidak begitu peduli dengan keadaan rumahku.
daaaan, setibanya dikamar, aku mendapati kamaarku gelap dengan hanya ada penerangan lilin,
dan disitulah JASDRELO, dalam kegelapan, memberiku surprise party di umur 17 tahun 3 bulanku.
hahahhahah, walaupun telat 3 bulan, tapi terima kasih yaaa.
aku tahu, 3 bulan ini bukanlah kesengajaan, melainkan memang kesibukan yang kami jalani di kelas 3 sma ini.
Berapapun telatnya kalian, tetapi hal ini tetap berarti.
Betapa aku berterima kasih karena kalian masih menyempatkan waktu di jam-jam sibuk kalian untuk mencari foto" jadulku.
mencucuinya, mengguntingnya, menggambarnya, memnyusunya dalam bingkai.
dan malam ini kalian mengejutkan aku. walaupun hanya sebentar, tapi ini sangat berkesan.
banyak-banyak terima kasih buat kalian.

kesedihan yang sepi

well,
aku memang orang yang cengeng dan dapat dengan mudah simpati pada orang lain, apa lagi jika orang itu memiliki hubungan yang baik denganku.
dan sekarang, aku tengah memposisikan diriku sebagai ko Soewin.
Pulang dari kantor, dengan hanya bermodalkan baju yang sedang dipakai, dompet, HP, laptop (maybe) dan motor, dan melihat rumah yang selama ini ia tempati tengah dilahap api.
apa yang terlintas dalam pikirannya saat itu?
kalau aku ada diposisi itu, mungkin otakku sudah mati.
Omaygat, aku tidur dimana? pake baju apa? barang-barangku? segalanya habis.
aku jadi apa? gelandangan?
T.T
itulah kenapa aku menangis ketika mendengar berita kebakaran itu.
walaupun aq tidak tau persis apa yang sedang berlangsung di sana, tapi aku bisa membayangkan keresahan dan kekalutan yang mereka rasakan.
mereka harus mulai dari nol lagi untuk mencapai sesuatu yang sempat dicapai.
harta, baju, arsip penting, emas, furniture, tekhnologi, apapun, HABIS!
itulah kenapa aku selalu ingin tau apa yang dilakukannya.
hanya sekedar ingin menemani, kalu saja itu dibutuhkan.
aku tidak mau meninggalkannya dalam kesedihan yang sepi.